~love will keep us alive baby~

2005-07-05T22:31:00.000+08:00

well well... haven been blogging for quite awhile but then again... nth much la lately la... jus that skool has already started and have been quite busy with wrk la.. like damn fast la time... so fast already the june hols over la... wa lau... damn scary la... like... o's is damn close by and all la.. hope u ppl out there doin alrite ya... hmm... dun really have much to say la... jus to all those out there... take care of urself alrite.. dun fall sick and gd luck... ciao...

2005-06-28T21:04:00.000+08:00

well well... its been smt again since i have blogged... haha.. always say the same thing when i start.. realised that la... haha.. but have been too lazy to blog la.. hiya... always like that la... damn sick la... keep telling myself to blog and the other part of me wld be like... dun wry bout it la... u can always do it another time one la... haha... anw... jus had bak ku teh... well... not as nice as the last time when my mum cooked it la...haha... well well... lots of complain i noe... but even my mum say it does not taste as gd... she say cause the brand of the heerb is different and makes the while soup taste so much more different la.. hiya... well... had the left over chicken rice from last time... not bad still.. think i like the chicken rice la.. taste quite gd... my mum suddenly like cook a lot of things lately la.. she has been like learning how to make mee siam... laksa and a lot of different different cakes la... well.. a lot of times also failed... but it nvr seemed like she gave up la... so ya... well..jus went for dave's party not too long ago la... and here to also wish him a very happy birthday... today is his actual birthday...well well... 16 now huh... its like really funny goin out with the three of u la... wa lau... all so tall and all.. haha... and i am like.. damn short la... haha... anw... hope the four of us stay till the end of our time together ya... take care guys.. ciao... and to the rest out there.. gd luck in wadever u do.. and take care ya... ciao!!

2005-06-22T23:04:00.000+08:00

well well... haven been blogging for quite some time now... always the case... hmm... can nvr seem to be blogging consistantly... dunno y also... guess jus toking to myself like that is kinda boring after all.. although i know that ppl will read it... jus dun really feel it ya... dunno why la... anw.... hols ending soon la... and i am looking forward to the nxt one la... cant wait for my long hols and of course grad nite la... well... wanna look the best la.. hopefully can out shine everyone man... haha... dreaming la... hiya... but cannot bear to leave my frens too man... 4 yrs of friendship and we are goin our seperate ways... lucky to be meeting in the same jc or poly that we may go to... but wadever it is... jus hope the contact is there la... thats the most important la... hmm... anw... come to think of it... four years is like... really fast man... although in the midst of it... it may seem like o's is still a long way away... but the fact is that... its jus goin to come and go like that man... like i always say... and think i have said this many times la...well.. the first day i jus came into this school longing to wear long pants la... cause it look so cool to be in one... and now.. i am already leaving with it la... hmm... its goin to be hard... leaving the school that brough so many things into ur life... the fun we had with creating all the troubles we cld for our teachers... some things money really cant buy... and then there are times where we wld compete against other classes during Pe... for soccer or jus running rd the school's perimeter... will nvr forget the times we had in thailand when we won the first prize in the skool though... wrk like really hard the first year and then of course... got rewarded the following... had many other things that i jus cannot remember rite now.. but wadever it is.. u guys out there... take care and luck in life if i dun see ya again some how.. aft our o's alrite... to the rest who are enjoying the last bit of ur hols... enjoy it well alrite... take care and see ya soon i hope... o ya... and here to wish my gd fren DAVID a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY... haha... SIXTEEN huh... haha... take care bro.. ciao...

2005-06-09T10:48:00.000+08:00

well well... haven been blogging for such a long time now... and the least i cld do to make it up for smth that i have done so bad to someone was to blog... and tell her rite here.. that i am really sry for doin it la...hope u guys out there doing alrite ya... and MR and MRS SMITH is out... so cantwait to watch it la... hope my mum is doin alrite there...and GF... jus read ur blog... u take care ya... and gd luck for wrk alrite... love u two... will blog again... i promise... its jus been crazy for the trouble that i caused for the past few days... miss u all... see ya soon i hope...ciao..

2005-04-28T20:00:00.000+08:00

yeah... finally... tomorrow is the long weekends i have been waiting for... arh!! cant wait still la... haha... hope everyone out there is looking forward to it too la... haha... u all doin alrite??sounds like i am toking to myself... but its alrite... haha... too happy liao... think i goin gela already... if that is how u spell it la... haha... alrite... anw... had a pretty long day with math at skool today... the teacher bloody hell too over the english periods... and there was like... three of it la... and then she had her two periods in the morning... so had like... 5 periods of maths la... wa lua... hard core man... haha... i going siao la... and had like a slight headache... and she kept us back somemore la... wa lua... then i cannot take it la... faster do my wrk and was the first to leave the cls man... felt damn gd la to walk outta there... knowing that the day is technically over... haha... and that tomorrow is finally friday... haha... well well... anw... still having the headache la... wa lua... cannot take headache la... its like the wost of all la... alrite ppl... u guys out there... take care... gd luck for exams... ciao...

2005-04-27T18:03:00.000+08:00

well well... back to blog now... cant wait for the weekends... its coming... haha... well... did quite ...well for my oral exams... at least my form teacher told us that we did... the thing is that... we still dunno our marks... but thought i did quite well la... the examiner was like... u did quite well... haha...anw... jus here to update my blog... little quite i noe... but cant help it la... no time to update la... hmm.... anw... may 7 is already taken up by my mum man... got some mother's day celebration at my grandma's place... hmm... sounds like a sat to me.... we'll jus have to see how it goes la... maybe can maybe cannot make it la... haha... dunno y yet... but i think i wld most prob have to go la... anw... haven been there for ages la... so thought better go down la... before everyone starts asking for me again la.. dun wan that to happen... dun like attention la... well well... like i said we will see how it goes...alrite... anw... tonite got the semi finals btw chelsea and liverpool la... if onli o had the sports channel la... hmm... guess i wld jus be watching another mystery investigation on national geographic or discovery channel... hmm... alrite... gotta see wads on later la... and goin to bring my baby sis for her tuition cls la.. more like play cls la... she loves it la... one lesson dun go she will cry like mad one la... wa lua... dunno wad they teach inside also... so fun i also wanna go man... haha... alrite now... gtg... so u guys outta take care ya... hope u are reading this... haha... but anw... take care... and gd luck for ur exams ya... ciao!

2005-04-20T20:42:00.000+08:00

hey everyone... yeah.. its like wow... when i looked back at how long ever since i have blogged... omg...more then a month i think... wa lua... damn long sia... ok... jus to make the person day... the one who comes in almost everyday hoping that i wld blog... now i have... so hope u have a gd day ya... haha... alrite now... lots of things happened la... well.. skool is getting kinda busy and all la... lots of wrk... and time running our for me to study for my o's la... hmm... better wrk hard man.. soccer season is over and i really feel like playing again la.. wa lau...damn tempting... anyway... hope everyone out there is doin fine ya...well well.. jus a few more months and another year is gone... wow... really fast... now is still in the first part of the year... and before u know it... u wld be spending christmas with ur family... time really waits for no one ya.. and when i look back at my skool life... its like... first day... walked into the huge skool of mine... and like... wow... these guys are huge man... and u were really scared... cause u hear bout all the gangsters and all that la... so ya... but then... most of them left by the time i got into sec three... still remember... longing to wear the long pants so much la.. haha... is like everyday... dreaming bout the day i wld be wearing the long pants to skool... haha... wa lua... ya... anw... then sec 3 came... and the first time i wore my long pants to skool.. i was like... wow... u feel real big la... haha... then... came everyday life and its was quite tough actually.. hmm... scrap through my sec 3 and now i am here... wa lau... 4 yrs jus like that la... hmm... well... it onli goes to show how much little time i have left in this skool... and already... ppl toking bout wad they wan to wear for grad nite... wa lau... but thats the way it is... st pats boys... all very vain...so ya... from wad my form teacher say... our guys are all very well dress for the occasion la... all those that say goin there in jus t-shirt and all.. all and everyone wld be there... in coat and tie la... so ya..alrite now... u guys out there take care... wrk hard ya... ciao...

2005-03-15T15:50:00.000+08:00

well well... back aft a long while i guess... haha... got ppl complain already la... say i can close my blog... well... anw.... has been busy lately and there are many things that i have yet to finish ya... soccer season aint over yet... and i think i am getting a bit piss boput how long it takes to finish the tornament... well... i dunno wad happen to me lately... jus feeling really lurtagic bout most things.... i really cannot ans myself some times... hmm... goin through hard days sometimes... and jus try to forget them and all... guess thats alrite... still can cope... but some days are really jus too tough la... so i jus have to sit down... take a few deep breath and then carry on... hope u ppl out there doin alrite ya... take care... and pls tag ya... CIAO!!!

2005-03-06T17:35:00.000+08:00

well well.... jus changed my blog a bit and really love it man... its like... wow... so me can... haha... anyway... thanx a lot to U... and i noe ppl... haven been blogging for a long time now... really busy with things and all.. to my two gd frens... peter and brendan... happy birthday ya... anw... jus made it to the semi finals of the east zone and into the nationals la... really happy and the coach is quite confident that we wld continue to do well la... haha.... hope we wld... if i ever make it to the nationals finals... must come down and see me k... haha... ok now... gotta go for tuition soon... haha... so u ppl out there... take care k... see ya soon... and keep tagging ya...

2005-02-17T19:37:00.000+08:00

well well.. played the best game of my life yesterday... was playing for my school against coral sec.. and we won an amazing 6-0... haha... i scored too man... my first goal for the school... haha... it was like... we were four zero up... and then suddenly my player gave away a penalty... haha... and the fellow miss against me la... haha... he hit the cross bar... and then like... tow mins later... haha... we got a penalty... haha... and the usual penalty takers all rush to the front la... haha... then i was like... i shouted... bosco... who was goin to take la... and i like... pointed to myself and smiled la... like... can i pls take this one... haha... and he gave it to me la... haha... and then later... when i walked up... i was damn nervous la.... cause if i miss this one ah... wa lau... i wld have to run all the way back to my gaol man... haha... and really quickly... haha... but i smashed it in la... haha... the keeper touched it... haha... but the ball still went in... and then i celebrated and thouhgt of one person la... and then...rushed to the airport aft that and it was the last moments to see my cousin off la... so wish her luck and take care ppl... see ya soon...

2005-02-10T13:18:00.000+08:00

hmm... still at home and waiting to go to my aunt's place... yesterday was the first day of chinese new year and althouth everything went the same... some how din quite feel the spirit this year... take for example the reunion dinner man... wa lau... onli my family and uncle 8 family came down can... and of course the uncle 5 family la... at their hse wad... ya ya... and we were like the first to come la... every year also... my mum damn kiasu man... wa lau... damn boring la... lucky i went out before that... haha... and had fun... i remember last year there were like at least 4 or families and this year onli 2 can... i think next year left us la...cannot... must voice this out to my older cousins man... and tell them that next year ah... all must come down and eat at ah mah hse man... ok ok... as for yesterday huh... well... was like losing quite a bit on the table man... then later... for the last few games i played quite big la.. and won back my money... haha... welll in fact yesterday everyone played quite big la... haha... i remember flo and i was like... two... then she went to 3 and so did iggy... then later aft ah wee left... she played six.. and i heard from iggy play big then can win... so i also put six la... haha... and it did work... lucky man... haha... and ah li was back too.. she put on quite a bit of weight i thouhgt... and my ah mah saw her and so happy until she cry man.. haha... anw...din really eat much la...cause the place was like realy hot la... sweating a bit... despite not doin anything... and time flew la... before i noe it it was like... wa lua... 9 o clock already ah... haha.... anw... to all those celebrating out there... happy new year to u... and may all the luck be with u this year... chao... and take care...

2005-02-03T20:13:00.000+08:00

well well... today was a short day for me..came home.. and slept for quite long la.. think i may catch the american idol tonite la... hmm... tomorrow is finally friday la... wa lau... damn long more la...haha... cannot wait for today to end man... haha... alrite... nth much to say... except that take care ppl... and see ya soon ya soon ya... chao...

2005-02-01T20:14:00.000+08:00

well well.. quite a long day for me today...but i must say that i am quite happy.. haha... my dad bought me a soccer boots for the first time in my life man...wa lau... damn happy la... anw... had training today...and jus finished my wrk.. went rd tagging and blogging now...hmm... still got DNT to do and must pass up by thursday... so better go and do it later la... tomorrow is my first match of the tornament...hope we wld perform well...and this is a gd team la.. really bonded and all... so jus hope that we wld be able to make it to the nxt rd... first match is goin to be against the ex-champion... their really big la... so hope that we play fair and i can walk out of the field in one piece la... haha... but dun wry la... i will try my best to la... must say that they are really aggressive... but thats the game of soccer... no pain no gain like they all say huh... so i guess we are goin to have to fight it all out...and it wld mean a lot oif we cld at least draw the game la... or better still win... well... walking in is easy...walking out... is gon to be difficult on the pitch...so wish me all the best ya... and ppl... see ya all soon ya.. take care...chao...

2005-01-31T17:44:00.000+08:00

well well... using my sis new com...actually not new la...jus that it went away for a long repair...haha... anw...it feels gd using a desktop aft using the laptop all the time...its like... wow... its big.... and its really much faster la... anw jus wanted to drop by and din intend to blog really... but then the keyboard looks really fun to type on la... haha... so gave myself the excuse that i must blog...haha... alrite... woke up this morning with a cold actually....not really a cold la... jus running nose..wa lau... then go to skool... the mucus all keep flowing down man...damn uncomfortable la... haha... but anw...jus got the news that its a new com...and my old was was like... completely damaged...its really filled with things inside... my baby sis went to stuff some things in the disk area... haha... and anth say he found some... calender inside man... wa lau... haha.. dunno wad to say man... anw... will be having steamboat dinner like... nxt friday at my hse... but still haven confirm...according to anth... he can make it and ssh shld be able to make it too... cause they are like... both on leave on that day la...maybe i shld invite some of my frens over la...haha... jus for dinner... hmm... then u can see them... whether they really are gd looking or not... and whether ssh is true or not ya.... haha... will try and invite better lookings one la...haha... so...anw... looking forward to the weekends already...haha... gon shopping this friday la.... to buy my new year stuff ya...and gotta get cash from my mum first... haha... and then can look for excuse to come home late... haha...alrite then ppl... u guys take care ya.... see u ard soon ya... chao...

2005-01-21T22:05:00.000+08:00

hmm...some ppl complainging that i have not been blogging enough huh...noted...well...this is not an excuse i nor...but have been really busy la.. tired and lazy many a times..when i have the chance to blog that is...hmm...soccer season is starting soon...and we have got like...one of the toughest team in our group...and its our first match... die la..haha... but the team is damn confident la...so i hope we can make it la...lots of traiging and friendly matches la...and lots of expectations from the coach...and btw...the reason why we have not been winning most of our friendly is because the coach is giving everyone a chance to play... even the reserve team.. wanted to tell U that...haha... but it jus did not come out when u ask la..haha... dun ask me y... jus cld not find the rite thing to say...alrite... nth much to say... even though have not done much...i mean...blog much that is... had a great hols i guess... nth much to complain abt la... so chao and take care...see ya soon ppl...

2005-01-17T21:16:00.000+08:00

well well...haven been blogging for quite awhile huh.. must say i have been lazy...when i got the chance...but i think its more i have no time la...now like...getting to come online its so difficult... soccer season is here...and really busy wit training...wit this team...think that we can go far la..so ya...wish my players all the best la..well well...my life lately have been very packed with new things... i suppose... haha... its always been...that y time usually pass quite quickly la... but recently...or rather...this year...like a bit slow la... haha...u noe y la huh..anw... this wk though...is really suppose to be one of the best...yet its like... one of the worst now...really wish it is over... hope can wrk smth out la.. damn pack man...really tired la... jus wanna push everything aside smt... and breath a little... open up my heart...and let it show me the way... tears jus fills my eye every nite... when i put thoughts through...smt i really wonder y do we have to go through such tough lives like these..and not jus simple life...well well... think i dun have much to say...despite haven been blogging for such a long time... wrds still dun come easily i guess la... take care ppl... chao...

2005-01-12T15:28:00.000+08:00

well well...so i haven been blogging for a while now...hope u all alrite...those with wrk and those at skool ya.. take care of urselfs..well...someone has jus passed away from cancer...and although i dun noe him at all..as in..dun think we even toked before...i feel really sad and disturbed...by the fact that he is young...and is suppose to get married...man..the wife wld take a long time to get over this man...young chap jus gone like that...it really goes to show how fragile life can be ya... so ppl out there.. watch wad u eat..think thats quite important though... alrite now..chinese new year is jus rd the corner... and its like...i dun even feel exicited at all...maybe not yet.. ya.. so hope u all have a gd time with hari raya first ah...haha..well... so far skool has been very busy for me la.. got lots of wrk to do and all..well..two wks is abt to pass soon already and i really dunno if i have done enough yet...haha...o well...hope this year ends soon though..well...listening to my favorite song rite now.. and o ya... debbie's bdae is coming soon ya... 19 of jan huh...well so is 27... of jan... first month i guess...love ya...u noe wad i am toking abt...alrite now...dun really have much to say...except that... enjoy ur week ends ya..cause i noe i wld...take care ppl.. cya soon i hope.. chao..

2005-01-05T16:46:00.000+08:00

well well... third day of skool has jus ended and i am already dead tired...with all the training and wrk that is coming up...boy i miss the hols and U...jus read UR blog...and tagged it too... hope u doin fine with wrk too ya... though i noe its hard... but u are not alone ok...well...had like one of the toughest training in my life... like ran a lot la...the coach suddenly went mad and gave us like 15 rounds of running la...wa lau eh.. damn shag man... well.. guess this is jus goin to go on for like.. 11months or so.. anw.. looking forward to the nxt holiday already... like on the 21st this month...a lot of things goin through my head though... and have to keep telling myself to be strong so that i can be there for U...listening to five for fighting rite now...jus listened to look away and i dont wanna miss a thing... all our songs ya... dun have much to say or rather... cannot say much here i guess...hope u had a good time flo and i am sure u wld la...love u all alrite...take care.. see ya soon... and have fun.. wednesday today huh.. ladies nite.. have fun.. if u all are goin... i gtg study soon man... damn...hate this...haha... but still gotta do it... so...chao...

2005-01-02T14:28:00.000+08:00

well well...skool tomorrow....and i am not even ready for it man... so much to say though... but lots of it cannot be done here... really goin to miss the company and the times we had together...and especially u..well i guess everything has to come to an end..and i am goin to be one year older...so i guess..its like...can do more things...haha... wa lau... how i wish i was like.. done wit o's already man.. nvm...one year is a short time...so it wld all be over before i noe it... i feel very strong about certain things this year... and guess...i wld try my best...for the first time.. its my new year's resolution...haha... alrite now..goin to miss U like crazy...all the times we had.. from..bowling..arcade..and ktv...wow...we certainly did quite a bit ya... guess i wld be wrking soon liao aft this year end.. need to learn the outside wrld...feel so naive now.. so small...so young...everytime when i really wanna do smth...ppl wld always have to defend me...drinking for example...i really wanna do it... and i noe pretty babe noes it...but i cannot do much but jus listen..and escape from temptation... o well...guess 15 really is a very small number huh!! haha!! its a new year anw.. and i hope to try new things and make the best out of it... can really feel like... i cld do a lot of things this year...although its jus one year diff frm 15 to 16... but it feels like... i have grown a lot older... things are nvr goin to be the same again in skool... its not so much fun anymore...its goin to be wrk wrk and more wrk.. well...i guess its better...to keep my mind of U...so that i wld not be killed... by the wrd called missing...its goin to grow stronger and stronger... i noe..at least for me..cause i wld treasure it more.. treasure U more... guess the nxt time anything is goin to happen wld be june.. but it wld be very busy for me as well... busy wit mother tongue and track as its the prime season... anw... i am goin to take a self protrait at the end of this year as well...haha...so another aim is to get or rather train for the perfect body and then take a photo...and frame a live size one up...haha.. so that when i die...a nicer picture wld be in front of my casket...haha..instead of the old black and white one that everyone has...haha... i noe this is dumb..but i am goin to do it la...well...i can feel it even before U told me that life is not goin to be easy for me.... guess it hasn't been even for this short 15 years... many things go wrong... and it jus makes me stronger everytime... and learn more things...i feel that i have wasted enough time... 15 years... of my life has jus passed me...and when i ask or question my self about wad i have done in my life.. it jus looks back at me wit a blank face...sad though...but thats wad i see...well well... i am goin to miss lots of places i guess.. and especially roomfulls... my god...its like the first time of everything.. this holiday itself is like a chapter of my life that i wld nvr forget...too many things happened...and although not all good...but unforgettable... alrite... guess its enough now.. take care ppl... and love U.. cya soon i hope...

2004-12-28T20:57:00.000+08:00

well well..had one of the best moments of my life i must say... but nvr had i felt this way before...dunno how to put it la... anw..thanx for everything ya..really wanna do ice-skating...was thinking if tomorrow...u know...maybe can get u guys to do it...parents outta town...and i am here wit siblings except the devil... haha... lucky... well..feeling kinda lucky i think... cause i dun have to...or rather we dun have to take turns to look aft her... aft all... looking aft my grandma already is a problem...she keeps nagging bout little things...and must go down and help her buy newspaper all..wa lau...damn sian can!!!haha...anw... nth to be angry about...aft all...i onli have two grandmas left...if i dun show them i love them...i may nvr get the chance ya... look on the bright side...i may need their help in heaven...HAHAHA...if i ever get there tt is...haha... then i wld be like... hey..u remember...i bought the newspaper for u...haha.... o zack...jus being cheeky... anw...hope my frens out there have a great christmas...maybe not as great ya without me...hahaha... but still...try and enjoy urself without thinking bout me...haha...and flo...thanx for taggin...love u too...alrite now...i need to go pang sai...hahaha...take care ppl... cya soon...

2004-12-24T13:13:00.000+08:00

hmm...still at pretty babes hse... doin some last min wrapping i guess..haha.. its like...she still has to do some shopping...wa lau...really man...but at least she prepared her costume though... last nite i slept at like. 230...wa lau.. cannot take it man.. it was liike.. my eyes were closing and of course..as usual... anth was like toking to me la...haha... wa lau.. but i was onli like half listening la... so like...he stopped aft a while..saw tt i was falling aslp i guess...haha... anw... had to share the sofa bed wit him..cause my sis and pretty babe slept on the big one...so it was like..no diff frm home...came here cause i wanted to like sleep on a bed all by myself... and then my sis like..jus poped out of no where...haha... wa lau...damn sad can...haha...but anw it was over...slept all the way to the morning... and dreamt a bit...of U... cannot stop thinking i guess...anw...see ya ppl later alrite...take care of urself...and i will try my best to like...enjoy myself... its not goin to be easy...but i wld have to try.. miss u guys...and love U...

2004-12-23T15:08:00.000+08:00

hmm...jus came back frm lunch..feeling pretty full rite now.. gon to meet pretty babe later for dinner and staying at her place..yesterday was not too pleasent.. i must say...all the songs played at the ''right'' time i guess... felt like.. my heart which is made of glass... jus fell and shattered on the ground...glad that skool is starting... a great sorce of distraction i guess...our moments jus flashed through my mind...the first time u step through those gates... cld still remember wad u were wearing...haha..alrite...i guess... i cant say much here... so ya.. take care ppl... cya soon i hope.. enjoy christmas...

i dun wanna close my eyes...
dun wanna fall aslp.. cause i dun wanna miss a thing...
lying close to u.. feeling r heart beating..
feel ur heart so close to mine..
but then i kiss ur eyes...
and thank god we're together...

2004-12-22T13:43:00.000+08:00

jus another chapter of my life tt i have closed...or rather was forced to close...things were not as easy as they look...or seemed...gd times have gone and now...its reality again...no one said tt it was goin to be easy...it was jus choices i thought to myself b4...how hard can they get...but now i realised tt.. making the choices...really was and still is very crucial in life... i may have make the wrong choice... but its time i stand up again...and start a new... although its not goin to be easy for me to have to forget or take it tt...none of wadever happened has happened... i noe i have to be strong and carry on... its a great sense of guilt in me...tt i dun think... anyone wld ever understand...

love is a game for two...
no one can play two games at a time...
giving up is not easy...
but its the best thing...
to do...

2004-12-21T10:02:00.000+08:00

hey hey... its the last two wks of the hols left and i am begging to get really really... i dunno... but really miss the group a lot... guess u noe who u are... and of course... someone...who i wld miss a lot...but well... still have to get back to wrk... so guess... we wld meet up again nxt yr ya... haha... anw... had dinner last nite at soul kitchen...damn shiok...it wasn't very spicy for me...but i jus keep sweating everytime i ate chilli... and went to the toilet like... lots of time... haha... begging to love it though...the toilet u may think... but yeah!!!haha... think U wld noe y... anw.. dinner ended wit baked chocolate puffs... its was fantastic... haha...had like...quite a bit.. till the brim of my stomach... haha... then was sent home... and as soon as i got back... i changed.. and went to bed... wa lau... damn shack la... dunno y...woke up this morning and it was already like... 9 plus... anw... jus wanna thank clariel for the dinner... and my costume... which was 50 rite... alrite.. get back to tt soon... anw... jus read ur blog and u are not suppose to use IT too... even if u are like.. typing... cause it all started because of the com... so ya... u did it twice so the score now wld be like...5-5..haha... alrite now... i think christmas this yr wld be great for me...and hope santa wld like... give me wad i wan...i mean... santa as in...U...haha...onli u cld be my santa this yr...haha... looking forward to the date.. so rest well for it ya... dun wan a hang over on tt day... haha... alrite now.. gtg... tc ppl.. see ya soon ya... chao....

2004-12-19T11:35:00.000+08:00

well well... its now almost 12 and guess wad... i haven eaten my breakfast...haha... as usual... too lazy to get outta bed.. anw.. mum's buying and on the way home...came back quite late last nite...aft grandma's bdae... like.. ard...3 i think... anw... most of them left quite early ya... wonder y... cld see it in grandma's face tt she was quite dissappointed tt no one wld stay and play on...wit her... guess everyone was tired...haha...anw....LAIRE was there...haha...lucky thing was...onli the usual ppl who see her like tt was there...anth was quite piss wit her though..but he always is...he seems to have no patience wit these kinda things... hmm....anw...jus message clariel...and maybe watching either ocean's 12 or phantom...hope its ocean's though...haha...alrite now...goin for my breakfast...mum is home... and then gotta go church later...take care ppl.. chao... MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

2004-12-17T14:05:00.000+08:00

heya... blogging again... haha... had dinner yesterday at anth's place la... wa lau...i think it was quite nice la... maybe because i have not ate tow kor's food for a very very very very long time.. haha... haven even at home cook food for quite some time too... and eating out can be rather tough too... like the first problem is jus deciding wad to eat and all... headache man... always got this problem... anw... aft dinner... the two drinkers drank a bit... was really tired.. so din wasn't really paying attention...then was lying on the sofa..felt really comfortable...and then... felt really stupid aft tt.. u noe y i guess... so sry ah..i was laggin... in a wrld of my own...anw... din slp well though last nite...well... cheering someone on for bowling today i guess...to her...gd luck ya... chao...t.c...

2004-12-15T20:00:00.000+08:00

hmm.... jus finished painting the hse la... i like blog a lot ah...but nvm... damn shack la.. paint the whole living room and dinning rm man... now my arm hurts man.. anw... so sian now... falling aslp again man.. but telling myself tt i cannot slp...if not wait ah... slp too much ah.. then not too gd for my health...so thought i shld start running soon again... must see when anth free...haha... feel like ice skating suddenly... haha... aft watching it on tv...but then again... thinking about the slight discomfort on my feet while doin it.. makes me think twice... but shall do it anw.. b4 the hols end... truly my last hols... must make it count... so far... it has definately been a great adventure and truely wonderful one... nvr had such a holiday b4.. thanx to the few ppl...u noe who u are... haha... alrite now...think i have nth else to say at the moment.. so again... cya ppl soon i hope... chao...tc!!

2004-12-15T10:44:00.000+08:00

o...k... today is goin to be damn sian... cuase i am goin to have to start painting the hse la... wa lau...jus thinking about it makes me wanna get outta here man... haha... but well... its now or later i guess... anw... had breakfast... and finally shitted aft like wad... three days.. man... felt really gd...haha... dun really noe wad to say... had great fun at sentosa...i noe i said this b4...but yeah... i am saying it again can...haha... ok... played friskby...dog and bone... and it was quite fun la...anthony got stung by a jelly fish.. but he was like... still playing real hard la... haha... like no pain like tt can... haha... if i was him ah...i think i wld have return back to the chalet...and jus rested there.. under the cool fan and have a glass of coke man... no joke man..it was quite a bad sting i thought.... but anw.... when we wanted to leave the beach already at like wad... 430... maybe.. he was like...huh!! u all wanna go back already... haha... wa lau.. i saw the way he asked then i say..nvm la... u all go ahead first...i stay wit him for awhile...so my sis was like sun bathing... and francis, anth,claire and myself... were playing friskby la.. wa lau.. this francis ah...haha... his throwing damn gd la... hahahaha.. i ran all over the place man...but it was fun la... and that anth... keep throwing to the ppl that were sun bathing.. haha.. damn ma lu la... lucky i was not the one recieving frm him.. haha...then went back to the chalet.. had magee... damn shiok la... pretty babe's magee is THE BEST... love it man... especially like... when u have got a very very hungry stomach... the smell of it can blow u away la... haha...tts how gd it is man.. and its onli the normal kinda chicken magee... haha... alrite...then aft tt... was preparing dinner wit clariel...damn tiring man... even though i din do too much... had dinner later.. and aft that... was massaging...damn shack la... wa lau...used all my power can....haha...then went down... saw some stars... but thought it was rather cloudy later on... and then played some games... anth... was not too happy though..he went up to rest shortly...i thought francis was quite spotty...at least he did his dare ya... haha..then later... one by one.. they all knock off...and jus the few of us... sitting there and toking cock... nxt day... hahaha...woke up late... check out late... and b4 i knew it.. i was home... tts about it.. so see ya soon ppl.. enjoy christmas...dun forget me ya... haha.. chao...

2004-12-14T22:27:00.000+08:00

rite....tuesday and its now...1042pm... slept like... ever since i got home at rd...1 plus... hmm.. jus returned frm sentosa... fun trip i guess... well... it was like... when we got there...din expect the place to be like...like tt la...haha...ok...anw...was like... damn old la... so ya... but enjoyed it la.. a lot... many things happened... so din fell like.. it was a waste of time la...at least... not at the beach... had great fun there..played like hell...food and drinks was quite gd i thought... guess we planned it quite well... alrite... dun really have much to say huh... guess... jus... tc ppl... and cya soon... chao...

2004-12-07T08:37:00.000+08:00

well well.. i woke up at 8 this morning... dunno y also.. like cannot slp.. anw.. went to pick flo up.. haha.. like so exciting like tt... trying to not let her see us and all tt.. then went for dinner.... forget to thank pretty babe for it somemore.. hiya... shall do it when i see her... anw...alexandre is M18... wa lau... damn sad la.. nvm... shall watch national treasure ya.. alrite... goin to change my passport photo... and guess its goin to be another day at home...maybe goin to buy paint from aunty's shop.... but like so far away.. anw... my back is feeling gd now... recover a BIT... haha... yeah... gd to have everyone back now... we got our full group again... yeah!!!haha... ok ok... gtg.... chao... btw.. i dreamt of U last nite.. so guess we can exchange with tt dream of urs abt me... haha... so get ready.. cause mine is kinda..i dunno... romantic.. haha.. i think i think abt u too much man... but it was funny la... wanna hear it??? haha.. well... ladies first... tell me abt urs.. and u have mine... promise... alrite ppl... take care.... bye.....

2004-12-06T11:37:00.000+08:00

an injured back, wrist , and knee... hmm... and body ache... is tt worth it... for a day of soccer and marathon.. haha... hell yeah.. but now...really pain la...wa lau.. everystep i take... the lower right side of my back wld have this pain like... sharp pain like tt...then must either press and walk... or flex my back muscle...anw... damn tired la... jus feel like slping and all...maybe i shld la...well well... got another tornament this sat though... not really looking forward to it for the first time... haha... feeling very sian man... but dun have a choice la... unless i haven recover la... then different story...alrite now.. goin to get some rest... take care ppl... chao...

2004-12-04T14:18:00.000+08:00

hmm....another friday went jus across me can...haha...and it looks like i spent almost all of my fridays so far with the same ppl la...haha... i think i wld really miss those times once skool reopens man... hmm... o's yr.. gotta keep reminding myself.. and 15 has jus flash b4 me...and gone by... well...i always feel tt when i tell ppl...i am 16...like so much difference when i say i am 15... though its jus a yr but...really make a lot of diff la... jus like 29 and 30... hahaha.... familiar hor... haha... but anw... if u are reading this... pls dun forget to pray for me ya... on sunday... u noe who u are.. my one and onli can... haha... btw... thanx a lot for dinner again on friday... ya... and had fun at pool too... anw... jus dyed my hair back to its "original colour" haha... looks like i am wearing fake hair can... wa lau... damn black la...haha... but anw...i appreciate ur effort la... thanx a lot... hope u wld even read this ya... well... in jus another few more wks... i guess... then it wld be like.. missing each other... cause skool starts... i am sure i wld miss u all... and especially U... miss ya everyday ya... haha... i think u noe who u are la... haha... anw... thanx a lot for spending the hols with me ya.. its definately one of the best hols in my life... seeing so many things somemore...feel very fortunate now... haha.. alrite... i hope i am able to pick flo up frm the airport on monday ya... really miss her ya...well... guess i wld miss her even more nxt yr.. when she leaves us huh guys...hope u wld come back as soon as possible ya.. haha... they say time flies... but it dun seem like it everytime i think of u...hmm... guess its my clock then.. haha... i guess the thing i wld miss most is the stars can... haha..aft 15 yrs of my life... and now onli i am fascinated by them man...well... if we return to beacon again nxt yr.. provided their food is still gd... i wld then be able to see the same stars in the exact same position huh... i hope i still remember where they are man... haha.... but anw... its really a beautiful thing... i really wonder... y time flies so fast when i am with u guys ah... wa lau... its always like... ok.. dinner first... at 7.. then b4 u noe it... 9 already... but when i am not with u all...ok dinner at 7.. eat slowly.... finish... 730... wad the hell.... haha.. the clock spoil la... haha...anw.. gtg now... shall be bloggging soon ya... anw.. thank u ppl for tagging.... effort appreciated huh.. take care... bye.. cya soon i hope..

2004-12-03T14:59:00.000+08:00

well well... my wrist is much better although it still hurts a little if i put pressure on one part of it.. the join i guess... was quite an improvement though... however... the tornament on sunday is still a great ? to me... but i promise i wld onli go if its alrite... and i wld not injure myself again... i wont push myself la... wld stop if the pain is back... anw... jus collected the standard chartered run goodie bag... quite nice actually... a shoe bag..some vitamins and shirt... its goin to be a long day on sunday la... alrite ppl... pray for my hand ya... hahaha... cya soon alrite... and my mum is coming back today...so... goin to start making a lot of noise again... about the hse being so messy... haha...alrite... gtg... tag my board when u are free ya... always happy to hear frm ya all.. chao... take care...

2004-12-01T17:44:00.000+08:00

hey everyone...jus came back frm a soccer tornament...won first prize...wasn't much of a challenge though...but it was fun la...the prize was a shirt and water bottle...ok la...aft all...it was onli for fun that i went for...i sprained my hand a little...and am icing it now...had a bad fall...and landed on my bum...i kinda felt like...i hit my tail bone man...first thing i did...was moved my legs...boy..felt relief when it i cld move it..now i noe..how much i shld treasure my legs...but anw.. now i cannot wank!!! haha... so if u are reading this..and feel bored...can give me a call... and help me do it ya...hahaha...no la...kidding la.. gotta recover fast..for another tornament on sunday... alrite ppl..take care of urselfs ya...cya soon... chao...

2004-11-26T10:25:00.000+08:00

well well...its FRIDAY...haha...and i am goin out...finally man...aft like...almost five days of being home to baby sit...i get to at least...go out for dinner...haha...december is pretty much rd the corner now....and its goin to be about time i start on my wrk again...its the big thing nxt yr...deciding pretty much really...where i go in life...i can onli imagine how fast time can fly...its probably faster then the speed of light...the onli thing is...time cannot be reflected back... and u can have it again...it jus keeps goin wit lots of stamina i suppose...haha...it seems onli yesterday tt i was wearing my shorts to skool...and longing to wear one of those long pants...tt the bigger boys have...and now its like...i am sick of those..cause its so hot...hahah....anw...its jus another yr i told myself...and i haven really decided wad i wanna do in life... cause it keeps changing and i need to learn more occupations i suppose... my knowledge about them is quite narrow i must say...infact very...haha...i tell myself everyday tt when december comes...i have to study...so pls dun distract me ppl...hahaha....i mean...of course if its plan ahead...then different la...but anw...i always have this feeling tt december is a very short month...especially this yr i must say...maybe because its like...packed wit stuff...hmm...i reallly dun wanna wait for my o's results like how i am waiting to be promoted this yr...haha... and i jus wanna enjoy aft my o's...wit a few things in mind... taking a picture of myself in my swimming trunks...hahaha....quite cool yeah... it shall be taken b4 christmas... so tt the nxt person i give presents to aft the drawing of lots...wil get my picture...hahahaha.... its priceless can!!! haha....alrite...jokes aside... i really wanna do it though... cannot wait... well... i guess for my part time job nxt yr... i shall be a model... like some of my frens.... not bad huh...haha... *zack is dreaming*....hahaha....alrite ppl...gd luck for the rest of ur hols... dun get into trouble...and if u do..dun look for me..haha...enjoy...take care... and i hope to see u soon... unless of course i dun wanna see u...haha... chao....

2004-11-24T22:42:00.000+08:00

well well...jus anothr day gone by and i am still baby sitting..hmm...my baby sis is still sick and complaining...she keep saying she cannot breath so i told her...maybe if u shut up u can try..haha... tts how fed up i became...well...din exactly tell her so meanly la of course...hmm...another wk coming to an end and december i can see...is damn near man...well well...so skool is like wad...in a months time..anw...i am left alone rite now..wish i was older...but then again...if i was...onli either my sis or me cld go...sonce no one is here to babysit...yeah...so either way..i will be the one at home...well...a little bored...and beggining to be like...bored to death...haha...like the whole day at home la..wa lau...ok...did a fair bit of hse wrk...and then...all i cld do is go online...and wad...slp...man...am i getting fat..speaking of that...its time to start my wrk out again....haha...so cuz...u will see a strong ah gua for christmas...haha...in his bikini top....whaha...well...have been toking quite a bit now...pls ppl..tag my board ya...and thanx if u already have..really appreciate ur effort to say at least a hi to me....i hope i haven forget u...haha...alrite...gtg...take care ppl...enjoy ur hols...and for those ppl wrking...hope u enjoy wrk yeah...but if u enjoy doin wad u are doin...u dun have to wrk a day..haha...copy frm somewhere la...anw..bye...again...haha...cya soon i hope...

2004-11-23T18:27:00.000+08:00

well well...its been sometime huh b4 i have been blogging...anw...had been havingg like quite a bit of fun lately...too much for me to handle really...haha....my mum is out of town jus recently and now like...there is like tons of hse wrk...my god...so tts not quite fun...now like...have to stay home most of the time and all...also to look aft my baby sis...hiya...damn sian la...and i am waiting for like my hair to be dyed back...cause i really dun like this colour la...look damn beng la...haha... have been runningg lately and hope its enough for the standard chartered run...haha...hope i dun like die half way la...anw...played a match today and we like...trash them man...they were like really lousy la...haha...i was bored to death in my goal post...so my fren was like...ok la jus come out and play striker la...haha.....and i scored...haha...we beat them like 16-0 ...hahaha...tts the record man...even the ref also like...shaking his head la...haha...alrite la...goin to eat dinner now... cya all soon i hope...take care...chao...

2004-11-17T21:54:00.000+08:00

well well...jus came back frm genting...boy...wad a lousy trip...first of all...my cuz fell ill...hiya...even b4 he went liao...although it was a short trip...the risk was still there...then had to fly back the nite b4 we went back...and all the way to kk hospital....he shld be alrite now...but anw...really din had as much fun la...i was like...helping to look aft the kids...wa lau...damn sian la...cannot do anything...nobody to tok to...the onli thing i played was bowling...but anw...very boring la the trip...then they ask me...to stay longer so that my grandma can go home first...because my uncles are goin to leave onli on friday and my grandma finds it too boring liao...i was like...erm...NO WAY man...haha....really was like...dying to go home la...and finally la...home sweet home...wa lau...anw...goin back for training tomorrow again...hope u all doin fine ya...have fun during the hols ya...take care...hope to see ya soon....chao...

2004-11-13T23:42:00.000+08:00

well well...its now late at nite and i jus came back frm the st mikes dinner man...its was damn grand la...at shang-ri la hotel...haha...saw a lot of old teachers there..they all cannot recongise me man...hiyo...even my principle cannot haha...until someone told her it was me...wa lau...haha...anw...it was onli yesterday that i came back frm a bdae party at roomful of blues(pub)...haha...well well..it was quite an eye opener though....had a lot of fun...my god..had to sing on stage...haha...did pretty well i thought..haha...not shy hor!!!haha...rite...anw...the adults were like drinking away...and many ppl were like...all so high liao...uncle 7 left while the nite was still young man...haha....and teresa if thats how u spell it...my god...damn poor thing sia...was knocked out since 1230am...and since then...she jus sat in one position refusing to move la..must have been quite bad...but it was many ppl's first time seeing her in that state...as for me...it was my second time seeing her...so ya...din noe a lot..except that she was quite a gd drinker la...well well...wad else can i say...except flo was high like...aft a long long long time man...hahaha....and she was like....wa lau...so happy about it man...anw...saw many things...hope clariel was happy though...aft all she wasn't drunk jus really high man....haha...and started to call me so many times....haha...francis damn poor thing la...have to handle two women...haha...anw...aft that went to ah har's hse...yeah...and tts about it la....really saw many things and at the same time...had great fun la...haha....o ya...and to dave and frens...happy confirmation ya....hope the spirit is in u...cya all soon...take care ppl...

2004-11-09T20:14:00.000+08:00

heya...well haven been bloggin for quite awhile though...haha...have been having great fun i must say ya...have been eating alot...of good food...some nvr eat b4 also man...haha...but anw...went to sentosa yesterday...had lots of fun...played friskby for the first time..if that is how u spell it..haha...it was quite fun ya...then was like...playing a fighting game wit my cuz la...fightin for the friskby...haha...really had lots of fun man...cant wait for the nxt time...it was quite rough though..but really enjoyed it..haha...then swam to the other side of the island...wit SOMEONE..haha...swimming in the sea was really different man...haha...anw...its time to start studying a little again man...but not so soon la...haha...alrite..see ya ard soon ppl..take care...chao..

2004-11-03T10:57:00.000+08:00

o well...its wednesday already...and i jus woke up...waiting for my....breakfast i guess....hmm...was toking bout life yesterday nite...and it was interesting u noe... u get to really understand more about ppl... it was really interesting man... learnt quite a bit though...really nth to blog about so far....jus that ladder 49 is not bad.... and u shld watch it la... i got training almost everyday now man...so sian...hiya....alrite..thats it for now i guess...take care ppl...cause if u dun take care of urself... who will...ya...chao....

2004-10-31T13:19:00.000+08:00

haha....damn fun man yesterday nite...or shld i say this morning...haha...flo, francis,pretty babe,desmond,anthony and myself were at some place la...called blues or smth...played pool there too...my goodness...got trashed by some guy la...haha.....anw...later on...we jus sit and tok cock....then started playing some dice games...and i kena stand on the chair and spell my name... anw...had great fun la...and had to do some cat walk along the walk way...wa lau...damn ma lu la...haha...then went back..sleep and woke up at 7 t go to church...went to market after that and the ppl there cannot stop singing la...haha....alrite..thats it for now...take care ppl...chao....

2004-10-29T20:51:00.000+08:00

well well...first of all...i jus wanna thank everyone for praying...for my results...special thanx to clariel, pretty babenad racheal...haha...really...thank u so much...wa lau...it was a heart beating moments man...the teacher was sitting there and toking all...telling us that there were onli a total of 18 ppl who are goin up there to sec 4 express..sia la...i freaked out boy...then he started to give out the results slip and all..one by one...telling them whether sec 4 ex or normal...or stay back...when it came to my turn...i wnt up...every step of i take feels like...i dunno...its like...i am not walking...like so wierd...walking into death...my goodness...then he lookedat me...smiled and said sec 4 express...i took my results and ran outta cls la...screaming like a dog man...was jumping and al la...wa lau...went crazy man...first thing i did later on was to message a hell lot of ppl man...a lot...haha....but really...now at cuz hse...goin to play mj...duno how to survive man...nvr slp for like...hiyo...almost a wk la...k la...take care ppl...thanx for praying if u had... cya soon i hope....chao...

2004-10-28T11:30:00.000+08:00

heya...i pon skool today sia...slept till bout 10 like that...woke up...had breakfast...so koko crunch...haha...played my games....and now...blogging and chatting online...well...gotta wait till friday to find out whether i am promoted...hiyo...so sian...and its tomorrow man...wa lau....haha... anw..shall take anything that comes...i have to i mean...its not like i have a choice...hiya...alrite now...jus came to blog cause i damn sian...later still got training and all...hiyo really dun feel like goin la but...the stupid teacher cal my captain to call me...ask me to come down...super lame la...wa lau...haha...anw...take care ppl...will let u all noe if i promoted not k...chao...

2004-10-27T19:46:00.000+08:00

well well...its just another two more days...and i will noe where i will be nxt yr...if i get promoted...my hols are burn la...gotta train and study my sec three stuff all over again man...and if i dun get promoted...my training will kill and i will still have to study...wa lau...either way...my hols are burn....sian...nvm...sure can find time to go out wit my frens one la...hiya...hope so la...alrite then...hope u all doin fine... take care ppl...see ya soon i hope...chao...

2004-10-23T09:06:00.000+08:00

o well...another sat that i have got nth at all...for the whole day...so sian...its now 9am and i cannot slp anymore liao...still wondering if i wil be promoted...wa lau..even more sian...hiya...shal go eat now la...also dunno got wad...o ma...really bored...alrite...thanx for taggin ppl...take care....

2004-10-19T20:40:00.001+08:00

o well...tomorrow got skool liao...and then...i will noe wad is goin to happen to me...haha...the results man...tomorrow if everything goes well...haha...i will get my english, social studies, maths, and chinese...boy..thats hell of a lot la..haha...but anyway...who cares la...wad is done is done la..i have to accept it whether i like it or not la...wa lau...although i dun really wan to...hiya...really hope i dun stay back man...arhg!!!!its killing me...anw way...had a game today...wit sting boyz..yeah...won 3-1 ...save a couple...but was really shocked that we won la...haha...the opponent was damn big and all...and they were suppose to be way stronger then us...but anw...we still win and we din have to pay for the field..cause b4 that...they say that we bet that the winner dun have to pay la...sia la...damn lucky la....haha....anw...really had fun la...then went to frens hse for a swim and all...haha...then had some food...cooked by them...and really enjoyed it...cause i was hungry la...anw came back bout 8 i think...haha...shall get ready for skool soon...haha...alrite..shall go now...and tag my board to wish me luck for the exams k..haha...thanx ppl...anw...shall blog bout it tomorrow...but if i dun...then u noe la...die liao..ok...my heart is beating very much faster now..haha...chao...take care ppl...cya soon i hope...if i am still alive...haha...

2004-10-19T20:40:00.000+08:00

2004-10-18T01:03:00.000+08:00

omg..it is now 1am and i jus woke up frm a 12 hr slp...wa lau eh..damn waste time la...i was at anthony's hse...had lots of fun being home alone...watch movie used the gym...haha...and the went to bath when they all came back...ya anw...then they all eating and drinking outside while i was inside the room using the com...benny uncle 7 and family...uncle gym...francis...and i think uncle richard if i am not wrong...haha...they were drinking and toking la...about god noes wad...so i always in the room la...haha....ya anw la...when i came out...not long later..this fellow came back to the hse la...i think its robert...hahahaha...he was hell of a joke la that fellow...he was the one who kept us entertain the whole nite man...boy was he good at telling toking cock....hahha....anw uncle 7 left at bout 3 am la...and there were onli like 6 of us left in the end...richard and his wife..robert..sshbabe...clariel...and myself la...haha...really learn a lot frm wad i hear frm them bout their circle of frens...well...couldn't say much because i dun really noe them...or rather dun noe their group at all...haha..but frm wad i hear...i can tell that they are quite strong la...i mean...they really take friendship very seriously la...and they were toking bout uncle gym and his problems...although i dunno wad kinda problems...i can tell jus by his looks tat he is a man that has been through a lot of shit la...he noes a lot of things la....nice chap...gave me advice and all...although i din really take it seriously la...but still tried not to be rude...so jus lend a ear...cause he was rather quite among them...then heard that he was a great man..aft he knocked out in my cuz rm...and that he was kinda the lau da in the group la...a lot of things went through my mind bout my frens when i hear frm them...although i always feel that they were jus a bunch of jokers who takes life ver easily...i was rather surprise that there was a rather great degree of seriousness when they spoke about trying to help him and all...i begin to wonder bout my own frens...and wad we wld be like when we all get married...its difficult to think of it rite now...because i haven been through much of life yet...but i can tell its not goin to be easy...my heart goes out for that man la...he really scares me sometimes...because of how he looks la maybe...he is not ugly jus that...i dunno...he like...i dunno how to sya la..so lets drop it..ya...anw..aft that..they were jus toking and tokinf and that robert really make me laugh la..wa lau eh...haha...he is damn full of shit la..and then he got high and all..haha..wanted to slp wit the dog..and when we were jus about to leave...he wanted to piss..haha...then...he scared we nvr wait for him to come out b4 we go so he took my bag wit him...wa lau..haha...hope he din piss on it la...hahaha...but jokes aside..he was a very nice chap la..haha...althoguh i din drink a lot..i goin to the toilet a lot of times la..i drank like...a lot of water man..cause my mouth keeps goin dry la..haha...but anw... i jus dun like it la..the feeling of..not knowing wad is happening..haha...tried it b4 abd dun like it at all....at least not now..but dunno bout nxt time...its a great influence though..cause its like..in every family gathering...and it gets tougher and tougher..to jus say no to it..but i wld do wad i can...i no i cannot say no forever..and the onli constant reminder to myself is that i promise my dad not to drink until i am ready to la...so jus wanna be a man of my wrd... but he drinks at home...haha..so thats another influence..haha...boy is my family bad...but anw..i still feel that i have to say no la....its really a choice...and a very tempting one indeed...haha... but i always feel...that if i start later...i can end later too??? haha..dunno la...but its not impotant la..alrite...goin off now...maybe slp till morning la...good day every one...take care ppl... and god bless my big family...haha...hey clariel and francis is in it too ya god..so dun forget...hahaha...they jus happen to be there all the time...haha..all rite...chao....

2004-10-16T20:23:00.000+08:00

well well...so another day at home at tampanies...hmm...watch two movies today ya...jersey gal..and perfect score..haha...not bad la...but jersey gal was nice la..so touchin man..haha..i almost cried sia..for the first time i watch movie almost cry one sia..haha...anyway..it was about a father and a daughter...his wife died when the daughter was born...so ya...had to juggle his wrk and his daughter la...eventually he got fired cause of some press conference la...hiya..then later lived wit his dad in new jersey la...and met this gal haha...cant remember her name...but she also acted in pearl harbour la...ya...anw goin to have dinner soon la...so ya...cya ya ppl son ya..chao..

2004-10-15T18:46:00.000+08:00

hey every one...jus came back frm a soccer game...wa lau damn hot la the weather...had fun la...but din quite play well lor...hiya..not in the mood la...well....no skool on monday and tuesday la...happy balls...haha..well...i jus came here to say i am sry to a beautiful lady...her name is clariel...hope i spelled it correctly la...dun angry if i din..my england a bit bad la...i really wanna thank u for taggin la...din noe it was u so i thought it was some one else la...realy sry bout it...no hard feelings ya...cya soon...back to me now...i am at my cuz place..wa lau..yesterday play game wit him untill 4 la..siao one la we all...crazy over some wa games la...but anyway...dun quite have plans on monday and tuesday...so if anyone free then can give me a call la...haha....if not...then it wld be jus another day at home lor...hiya...so sian...maybe i shld jus stay home la...no need to spend money...alrite...goin to wrk out soon...so i gtg...jus wanna agin say that i am really very sry to clariel...yeah...looking forward to see u tag again...thank u soo much ppl for taggin...tahnx for ya time...chao...

2004-10-14T13:22:00.000+08:00

ladies and gentle man....i wld like to request that u leave ur name when u tag...so ya...thanx...i dun quite like guessing names...thankx...well...exams finally over...anyway...shall be goin out soon..so ya..jus to kill time...well...i really dunno wad to say la...haha...too happy liao...hiya...but cannot stop thinking bout the results man...haha...ok la...shall not tok too much liao..no time...so cay ppl...take care....

2004-10-11T19:41:00.000+08:00

o well...jus taking a break frm all that mugging boy...it can be of great help i guess...haha...o well...waiting for the exams to be over...but then again...afraid to get my results back...o well...i guess wat ever comes..i will have to take it lightly man...haha...if all goes well...i shld be able to scrap through...really dun wanna retain balls...its not the shame but jus that..another year...wa lau...its so damn difficult to except...i must enjoy all i can when my exams over man...haha...b4 the results....anw...already thaought of wad i wanna do aft my o's...haha... shall be goin to aus for awhile...to visit some frens...and then...go zoak to sign up to be a bouncer if can la...dunno whether too young...haha...but shld be quite fun la...haha...thats wad i always dream of doin...be a bouncer..haha...alrite then..got to can back to the desk to continue mugging man...haha...its quite sick though but got no choice...so ya...see u ppl soon ya..take care...

2004-10-08T22:19:00.000+08:00

o well...its exams once again..i jus wanna let u ppl noe that this blog is still alive la..so ya...reading ur messages that u left me..so ya..thanx anyway...gd luck ya..study hard...

2004-09-19T18:47:00.000+08:00

o man..its like been a damn long time since i tag la...wa lau..totally forgot about it man..damn...but anyway..had a great wk..but lots of money spent...hiya...have been eating way too much man..starting wrk outs again soon ya...well....jus got commisoned as an altar sever today..it was damn grand la..wa lau..felt nervous on the altar for the first time..haha... like as if its my first time again..o well.. thank you all the ones who came again ya..really...rite.. i also wan to tell peter that i am very sori..i cld not make it for ur confirmation la..had a lot of things that day...but i hope it wont keep u frm coming to mine next yr...haha...ya...k this is to all who are gettin confirm this yr...gd luck...and if i cannot make it to urs...i am very very sori k...but hope u can come for mine next yr la...one yr in advance...haha...o well...exams are like..damn close now la...haha...and boy i am scared to death..haven really prepare yet..well...to all of ya out there...study hard man...then end yr..we got a long hols ya..all the o's ppl...all the best ya..haha..so fast..next yr mine turn...wa lau...k la..take care everyone...hope u all do well ya..bye...

2004-07-26T21:01:00.000+08:00

well well...its has been quite a while now since i have blogged...so it maybe a little long...thought bout it seriously..bout what i really want to be when i grow up...well...i have already live for fifteen years...not enough to see everything yet...but enough for me to now a bit...i think i wld rather have aims now...its getting a bit true bout the things that ppl say...i may not live to see tomorrow...but its no harm dying with an aim...haha...anw...on the less serious side..hmm...ok la...life is good so far...kinda lost a bit of weight...hiya...wat to do...no money to eat...haha...so if u wanna be kind...think of me yeah...haha....well bout myself lately...i think i have become more sensitive to my surroundings..i dunno y also lei...its jus like that lor...as for my frens...they are goin through much more then me i believe...lots of love problem ya...hiya...guys...u are still young man...lack la...haha....the ocean so big..wa lau...got so many fish man...anw...my dad was toking bout migrating...was quite shock bout it...but he say its jus say say onli la...but if it really is true...i really dunno how man...hiyo...so many ppl to leave behind...wa lau..its goin to be hard but if that is wad my parents decides to do...then i dun think i have much choice do i...haha.... anw....hope u all doin well ya...call me if u wanna tok..whoever it is...that is if u have my number...haha...ok la...i goin to stop here liao...so take care ppl...hope u all look forward to national day ok...then after that the one wk holiday and then the long long one...haha...see..ah...life always got something to look forward to...if really nth ah...then erm...haha...look forward to see me lor...i am sure it will help....hahahahahaha...wa lau...that was jus kiddin...of course la ya....alrite..cya guys...take care...

2004-07-07T17:00:00.000+08:00

hmmm...feels gd to be blogging again...haha...quite lazy la..but looks like everyone got problems lei...2004 is really not such a god year huh...well...more things are coming up and more ppl are getting hurt and more ppl are disliking more ppl...like wat the hell...haha...y everybody dun like here...dun like there one....wa lau eh...not nice lei like that..hiya nvm la...next year wld be gd i guess...i hope it will....exams are coming up quite soon again man...jus in two wks time...but like...damn sian la....have not been studying la...never was...dunno how i made it up to sec three also..haha...i think by luck la...haha...everybody study like shit man after the terrible mid year...guess i shld start soon...haha...hmm...i hope everybody is alrite out there ya...if not u can talk to me..i can talk about almost everything la..alomost....haha...anyway...i am sure u noe me quite well la ah...haha...take problems as an obstacle...if a game got no obstacle and jus go through like that...where got fun one...wa lau...and wats more....u may not live to see tomorrow...so jus eat wat u have la...dun be choosy and be happy...so with that...i wish everybody...a very HAPPY LIFE YEAH....hahaha....o ya...one more thing...dun drink tiger la...not nice la...carlsberg nicer...not so heavy....little la...but of course...if u haven tried terquilla...u jus have to try it la...its damn gd man...alrite...drink but dun drink to much and make a fool of urself ppl...like me...kekeke...cya...take care ppl....

2004-07-01T17:17:00.000+08:00

well well...haven been blogging for a while so ya...anw...nth really much happened though...not for me at least..skool was alrite and hopefully will always be...haha...anw...dave and rose are having problems now...hope they pull through it...if they do...they will become stronger..if not...then i guess that it wld be very diffcult for them to even see each other in future...for me...knowing rose has onli added another fren into my list...i do not noe her very well..but i noe that she is a gd fren...one that wld be willing to help...anw...dave...in this very diffcult time...u are the one who is really making the choice...no matter wat others tell u...it wld be u who is making the decision..cause weather u wanna continue this relationship wit rose is for u to decide...i dunno if u have fallen for someone else...maybe u have...maybe u haven...but if u really have...cld she replace the year of relationship...jus assuming...i dun realy wanna tell u or rose wat to do...and if u have realised i haven..cause i believe that it is ur time wit her...it is ur love for her...it is really not the gd times that u have wit her that counts...but all the hard times that u all have been through...i will stop here now...but remember one thing...watever happens..dun take things too hard ya...if u need my help...i can onli help to cheer u up...other then that...if u wanna ask me bout all these stuff...u better dun...cause i suck at it...haha...as u can see...haha...k...take care...the both of u...cya soon...

2004-06-24T14:14:00.000+08:00

blogging again after sucha long time la...haha...lazy la...s i think i am jus goin to make it short...parents jus came back frm thailand so like...no more freedom...haha...but anyway...did not even finish my hols homewrk la...haha...dun care alr la...rules are made to be broken anyway....haha...k dave...i thiink i will be coming for ur party la...but jus for a short while onli la...so ya...but better then not coming rite?...haha...k la..anything will do for ur present rite...haha...k la...i see how la...also not say very rich la...haha...k...gtg play mahjong now...haha..cya...

2004-06-14T11:05:00.000+08:00

hi everybody...jus came back frm the hols...wa lau...so many advanture man..we went in 4 cars...so the trip there was damn long la..it was like...11hrs...yup...i think longer then that...on the way..smth happened man..my cousin's car got hit by a wooden stick frm below man...then the oil tank burst man...and the petrol started leaking...then my other cousin which had me in his car...over took the rest as we saw everything la...and we cld smell the petrol frm inside the car man...so we went behind it and then started to horn and flash her man...then when she finally stop...and came out of the car...all the drivers came down and shouted''OFF THE FUCKING ENGINE''....it was scary man...she quickly ran and off it...then we got all the passangers outta the car...she was driving 7 passangers...so ya...all the old ppl....anw...then my dad stick a piece of cloth up the damaged whole...jus to stop the leaking la...so the rest of us had to load the lauggage onto the other cars...and then the rest of the passengers had to now transfer cars...so we distributed among ourselevs la...anw..called the tow...so like...my dad,cousin and one of my aunt stayed behind cause she knew bout the insurance thinghy la....so ya...then we continued the travelling...so like it was a damn long way more la...reach there at like 730pm....it was a resort la...the place was filled wit mosquitoes man..anw after that...we had dinner...it was a buffet thing la...and we eat it in the open la...got so many mosquitoes...untill everybody cannot take it la...so we wanted to leave without paying...haha...ya thats wat we did...but we were obviously stopped...haha....so we made noise and all...payed in the end...haha...then later went back and play...while waiting for the rest who were waitning for the car to be towed and repaired to come back...and they finally arrived at like 2am...man...guess wat..they changed the whole oil tank for onli 100 sing$...anw...the next day was fun...so like swam and all...and then the next day we left for malacca...it was another long trip..haha...but jus before we left..hiyo..my dad's car tire punctured man..so got to change and we went looking for a wrk shop to fix it..then left and reached malacca at like 530pm...then went for dinner...haha...it was better la...so anw.....after dinner...went to a pub wit my cousins to drink and dance la...ok onli la....but it was damn hot man...went back to the hotel later to watch soccer....after that slept la...next day..time to go shopping and then back to singapore...so i wen to eat the famous chicken rice instead of shopping la..haha..anw..it was great la...then went back to meet the rest...and drove back...my car was the last car...so like...we all went the wrong way too..haha...and then gotta catch up la...so like...ya it was damn fast la...everytime we went pass a big truck...u can feel the car move to the away...like its flying la...then stope at some place for dinner and it was jus great la...and then...hahah...i went on my cousin's motorbike...haha...we were supposed to go towards singapore but then went the wrong way...haha...so a short thing on the bike became a long thing..haha...but it was damn fun la...we had to chase the other bike cause like it went the wrong way...and we were travelling at like 150km/hr...so it was like...u cannot even stick ur head out...cause the wind is jus damn strong man...haha...but damn fun la...then met the rest at the petrol station and back to singapore...haha...i wont say that the trip was great...but it was...ok la....a lot of unexpected things happened man...haha...i enjoyed myself though...k la..gotta go now...take care....

2004-06-07T09:47:00.000+08:00

jus woke up...finally..the fun fair is over..yeah,,,so damn boring la...not even like fun fair like that lor...dunno how those pasar malum ppl can survive man...is like..sitting down there and waiting for ppl to come lor...no life like that one man...haha...anw...din quite enjoy myself though...anw...got training later..so tired...my legs are like damn heavy la...dunno how i goin to keep up man..damn....k la...gtg..cya ppl...take care... god bless...

2004-06-04T22:06:00.000+08:00

hiyo...jus came back frm training la..damn tired la...but feel quite gd...hiyo brendan...relax la...wa lau..u like damn despo leh...haha....also not say u damn ugly or wad rite...wait awhile la...i think u may find a better one la ya...haha...hopefully...all i can do is pray for u la...k la...anw..goin to have fun fair tomorrow...damn sian...dun feel like goin la...but got no choice la...anw...i will be having a stall so like...kinda in charge la..so bo pian...damn sian...still chosing wat time to go for amss..maybe go to dave's church on sunday for the 715 mass...then maybe can go fun fair together...haha...damn sian...but cannot wait for my trip man...haha...k ppl take care...and may god bless u...gd luck if u need it..haha...dun think so much la...life is short..u dunno when u will go...so watever happens...life still has to go on...chaios.......

2004-06-02T23:21:00.000+08:00

hahaha...jus watched harry potter..omg...the gal damn solid man...cannot stand her eyes la...jus glued to it la..but she is onli like 14 la..and then she look like 16 like that la...lucky singapore gals not until like that la ah..but sad to say..they all also not that pretty la ya...haha...sry..jus stating facts...ya..movies was nice but not say fantastic la...anyway...go watch it la..not that bad la...3 and the half out of 5 la...ya...cya..take care...

2004-05-31T19:43:00.000+08:00

well well...how shld i start...hmm....so boring that i dunno where to start man...haha....anyway...woke up late today...cause had late night due to a late movie la...watched van helsing again la...not bad la...cannot wait to watch hary potter...dunno y leh...maybe cause the girl la...hiyo...her eyes are a killer la...haha...love it man...anyway...went for training...left at like 230...yup...david busted..dun wanna go for training...anw...the next on wld be at like bishan stadium...so i guess u shld be able to come...if not...i really got nth to say...haha...damn sian...message ppl also dun wanna reply...hate ppl who dun reply messages...already written on my blog...so ya...if u are one of them...u noe urself....hiya..sian..no more money..and my abs are fading...arg!!!!!!!!!i cannot believe that i got a family pack now...damn..gotta start wrking on it la... ya...so...anyway...quite sian la...dun feel like goin out la..never touch my books also man..at all...and got the bands concert tomorrow...still cannot decide wat to where..ya...hiya...brendan got an extra ticket..see la...buy so fast..told u rite...u wont last so long in a relationship...not to discourage u...but like u said...u gotta be a little more understnading sometimes...even lovers need a holiday...far away frm each other...so ya...i haven been in one...so better not tok so much..hahah....anyway...had a headache la for the past few days...never felt gd...felt better onli this morning...yup...alrite now...gtg...take care ppl...o..ya...forgot bout it...debbie...sry bout ur grandpa ya...cya soon i guess...i heard u all wanted to go out rite....so call us la..other then in the morning till like 11...cannot..the rest of the day,,shld be can la...so take care....god bless....

2004-05-29T00:42:00.000+08:00

well well...had lunch today wit frens..din go skool today...haha...never go for meet the parents also...haha...cannot be bothered la...anw..had a good time at randall's chalet ya...and i cannot believe it...i spent 50 bugs in like two days man...gues i will not be goin out till like monday ya...but anw...guys..pls set a date to go watch harry potter dave and all...cannot wait man...if not i think i will go first la...i think i wont mind goin for the movie twice man...haha....i think the girl is quite hot ya...not really la...jus pretty la i guess...but she got the eyes la...that jus log on to u and fire ya...my god...i like that....haha...k i think i sound quite sick but ya...thats wat i feel...anyway...hurry up set a date ya...see u on monday...if u all goin training la...alrite then...take care ppl and enjoy ur holidays especiaally those in sec three like myself this year...its probably the last holiday u can play..so play well ya...alrite...i gtg now...cya soon ppl...take care...

2004-05-25T19:11:00.000+08:00

hiyo...damn sian...haha...but any way holidays just around the corner man...yeah...finally...but i dun quite feel the holiday mood la...sian...still must go back to skool during the hols...damn...anyway..hope everybody is doin fine..btw...my skool got fun fair on the fifth and sx of june ah...if u can...pls give me ur support man...i think i will need it...hah...k...gd luck for ya results man...any i am looking forward to ur party man dave...haha...and i am sure brendan and randall is too..hahahahahahahaha....better watch ur back dude....haha....so any way...jokes aside...if u need our help...so long as we can help...jus ask la ah...dun need to shy la ya...haha... and comon man...wat happen to the fellowship....guys...CHARLES,rose,dave,pauline,raphael,bona and tim...man...fellowship become feloowshit already ah...stay strong...u guys will go far ya...i hope so...haha...k any ppl...take care ya...hope to see u all soon...and the three siao jie..when u all one to go out ah...at least tell us one week in advance la..hiyo..haha....k anyway..hope to see u all soon too...its been a long time ya...k take care...god bless...chaio...

2004-05-19T20:24:00.000+08:00

hello everybody who is reading this la...haha...quite happy wit my results la...although it wasn't very gd...haha...cause i never study la...haha..it was suppose to my own test...to see wat happens if i study and don't...haha...so next term must study already la...haha...anyway..oie dave dun worry la...i will be coming for ur birthday one la..haha... but just remember...if u wan to joke wit me...jus do it one me ah...dun bring anybody else in...other then bren and randall la...haha....ok la...jokes aside...if u need our help...jus ask ya...haha...dun be shy k...i noe u won't la....but just reminding u...haha....k then take care everybody...cya soon..

2004-05-05T16:38:00.000+08:00

well..exams are in a few days and i still haven finish studying yet..haha..thats normal..haha...for me at least...well its probably the worst day of my life but i suppose that every one will...but nth i dun think my frens realised it...pls go study guys..dun ask bout me ya..i feel great...jus need time... i have thought about it and it has happen...haha...so i think i shouldnt think too much... how reliable..i dunno...but i alreay had a strong feeling bout it...dave like i said ah...u better tell me wat u are goin to do and when is ur party...cause like i may not go...ya.. may not be able to make it...if i can i wld of course...i hope i cant....haha...no la..kiddin...anyway..have fun ppl...boom boom yeah....haha....cya...

2004-04-26T22:04:00.000+08:00

well well jus another ordinary day...hiya...exams jus rd the coner again...my goodness time flies...saw brendan fight today...eh boy dun fight anymore la ya...u can't fight la...u got all the long legs and hands for nth man...everytime u kick him u move back...for wat...kick and move forward...puch him...u can reach him...he cannot...and dun let him trap u...move fast....hiyo...i thought u noe all these...my god...u disappointed all of us man...u got everything but jus never put to gd use....if i have fought ah...hiya but then again i will not fight la...its a stupid thing to do...guys out there..all my fellow brothers...fighting no gd...always somebody get hurt....oie boy...promise u dun do it again...the three of us dun noe how to ans ur parents if anything happens to u man... i noe u will say nth will happen...but accidents do happen...wait later u cannot celebrate father's day how? it can happen ok dun play a fool ah....k la...thats all i have to say...see u guys...be happy ya...

2004-04-22T20:13:00.000+08:00

hey hey...jus went tagging the boards...not a lot la only 2...haha...but anyway...had fun this week...exams jus round the corner and gotta study soon before it gets too late...dave i say this again that if u need our help...go ahead and ask ya...dun be shy ya...i dun think i have to worry bout that...u never were...haha...k la...anyway i think mr brendan chai has got somebody in his mind...thats zack's latest suspect la...haven confirm...i confirm already then tell u all k...haha...but anyway brendan...if u really have somebody in mind...u noe that its only a matter of time that we all find out yeah... so i think that u should turn urself in yeah...haha....kk....pauline u dun sound too happy...hope u alrite yeah...feel free to ask or tok to me bout anything yeah...i can tok bout anything one la...i think...haha...k cheer up yeah...cause i think u look gd when u smile yeah...see u all...take care...boom boom yeah...

2004-04-19T19:47:00.000+08:00

well well exams jus round the corner yeah....its goin to be another hard time for all of us....well maybe i will tell u a little bit bout me yeah....hmm...i dun have any girl friends and my frens dun believe me also...but its true... so anyway...i have only truly liked one gal in my life...sorry but cant tell u her name ya...but anyway...she was quite special la...i actually dream about her the day before i met her ya... i dunno y also ya...and i jus noe she is the one la...sad to say that she doesn't like me...aw...man its hard to tok bout it...but i will jus do my best la...jus as long as she is happy la...i jus cannot be myself when she is around...its very different when i am wit the guys and wit them...i jus cannot joke at all...i cant tok and all...i dunno wats holding me back...i pray at nite...everynite...that the day will come but it may not...but watever it is...hiya...i will try my best la...but any way i dun think i am gd enough la...and i dunno wat i am waiting for also....god bless her...and wat ever she do...she have my blessing...

2004-04-15T22:24:00.000+08:00

well well...hmmm...haven been blogging have i....got no time yeah...aiya...damn sian man...got track and all and exams all coming liao....hiya...but anyway...haven been a great week though...my coach have put me back to once a week training again ya...i jus hate it...i feel its my barrier against wat i can do to prove to him that i can even beat vicky and all...my god...its hard when u cannot make noise in front of him and all...but i really cannot stand it la... its driving me nuts la....but any way i try my best not to show my emmotions to the rest of the team mates la... i wish them all the best in track and although that there may be a little competition during training and all....but dun forget that we are all frens...dun allow this thing or competition spoil our friendship...but watever it is...take everything as a blessing in disguise and all la...and trust me it always work...like me...and always smile...cause it takes a lesser effort...and it makes others happy to... i pray for all out there ya...do well in ur exams and then later we all can go out and all la...then dun have the mum barrier thingy all the time and all that kind of thing la...so remember if u need someone...feel free man....give me a call and all.... i will be ready to hear it all... so guys...nth to worry about...gd luck in everything u all goin to do...see ya all...and brendan...my tag board....hiyo...haha...see ya........

2004-04-06T15:51:00.000+08:00

well well....its been quite a while since i have blogged....lazy lar....to turn on the com and all....skool is great lately and so is church....i have been thinking a lot these days...hmmmm.....not a very gd sign though.... i have been dreaming well though....haha....nice dreams....haha.... well will be staying in church in guess fo maundy thursday....i will come to ur church if i can dave....but i think its better for u to come to mind yeah....haha....k then see u all soon....get ready for holy week ya...and go in peace....haha....chaios.....

2004-03-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

well well back agin to blog... and also to continue my story on obs....on the third day it was like horrible la...woke up like quite a lot of time la...cannot sleep properly man...a lot ppl snoring...haha...anyway i sleeping facing he jungle la....so i will see nth but darkness when i face that side in the night la...quite scary la...any way forget to add something..we did jetty jump....i think thats the best activity la...but not very high la cause high tide and all so not much of excitement la...we woke up as usual at like 5 in the morning and had pt at 555... not as bad as the first day la...still can make it la... although smae fellow taking us la... the run was quite short la...i think because of other reasons also la...anyway....had breakfast after that...nth edible of course...but still must eat la...the food there cannot be eaten la...aiya.... so jus force la...haha...after that we had to get ready for water rafting and all la.... so all the life jacket and all had to be worn....we had to make our ow raft with 4 barrels, 8 pipes and 15 ropes...and we like had to fit 15 ppl on top la...but anyway still manage to do it la...brought it out to see and back in one piece....after that was the rock climbling activity la...that was like damn fun la....but very tiring and all la...ppl started to get hot and tired and nobody one to belay each other la....so quite mentally challenge and all....but very fun....din manage to climb the whole thing la...not very gd at it... my body too big....then nth much later...dinner and night talk la...then got ready for the next day which was land expedition day la....by then we already damn tired and all la...so din really bother la...carried like 10kg bagpack la....cause nobody can fit the basha in la...so we woke up sam time and all....had pt and breakfast and all as usual...sat off at like 830....started off very badly...din plan and all...so got lost and din noe where we were la...every body tired and all...so naturally started to qurral la...anyway still manage to find our way....dave and brendan had sea ex....so lucky... anyway....reach campsite at like 430 la....so unpack everything and then went for a quarry dip...that was relexing la...cause like we cannot bathe la...no toliet....anyway after that had dinner cooked by ourself which taste worst then in the camp....the rice taste like carbon...so din really eat muc la...randall had his campsite like a few meters away only la...next day...walk back to obs and all... took like less then an hr la...so ya...cause we already knew the way la... then did some admin stuff and all...collected the certs and all... then left for home... i must say ont thing that is i have learnt a lot about planning and working together wit the ppl that u cannot choose la...not easy la...very mentally and physically demanding course...glad i made it...and i pray again that my dream will come true...one thing i learnt....the worst thing to learn from experince is not learning by experince...wit that i wish everyone gd nite and keep dreaming...its free...

2004-03-26T16:54:00.000+08:00

well well....jus came back from obs....tired but happy...had a great time there...dun really noe where to start though...haha....day 1 was boring la...had all the admin stuff...nth much in the morning...but in the afternoon we went canoeing.... damn fun and scary la...cause it was like the jellyfish season la...haha..lucky never canna....then had dinner with my watch...its called a watch la...consisting 16 ppl...brendan and dave so lucky ah...same watch...and heard brendan's hp got confiscated...haha...party la...deserve it....anyway slept quite easily cause was tired and all la....long day...day two...got up at 530am to get ready fo pt which was at 555am...sian man...we all got it man...all the 5 watches...cause of some ppl's bad attitude and all...everybody got it...all for one and one for all la...it was like two hours la and non stop man....no water break somemore...aiya... after that...had breakfast and all and got ready for some lessons and all...like how to navigate, belay and build basha(overhead shelter)...tiring but fun la...learnt something at leas la...then in the afternoon had some height activity... it wasn't that scary la...infact it was not la....at all...jus didn't trust my belayer...haha...continue the rest soon...thats all for now... bye....

2004-03-19T20:52:00.000+08:00

well well....almost the whole hols gone already man...aiya pass so fast...but looking forward to the obs camp after the hols actually....jus finished training and quite shag la....but i enjoyed a lot...kinda like training again like before....look forward to the next one yeah....and boy u suppose to be helping me wit my tagboard.... nvm la anytime ya...no hurry yeah...well my only dream have not come true yet.... but when it has...i will keep u updated.... haha....it will never come true so ya.... i hope that i have not offended anybody with one of my jokes ya.... tell me if i have... and if i have i am really sorry to make u the bud of my jokes ya....this goes out to brendan....haha...no la... dun angry if i disturb u or wat ah....haha...well thats all gtg now...hope everybody is alrite and stop worrying ya...no point ya...and dun stop dreaming ya...its free...haha enjoy the rest of ur hols ppl...its ending soon...

2004-03-17T22:13:00.000+08:00

well well...another day of my life jus about to end... haha one day closer to death haha...not really la...dunno when i goin also...haha touch wood...anyway i am enjoying my hols...hope everybody also doin the same...life is short ya...no point being upset bout anything or get worried and all bout stuff...anyway my events for track is changing...haha... some crazy idea from the teachers to put me in like the 400 meters hurdles la...hope i can even complete the race lor...anyway jus go in and run la...who cares...haha...the most that can happen is i screw up the damn race la....and i think that my stuf bout seein things again is really coming back...the last time i was like able to dream of something that i thimk a lot about and it would like appear exactly the same...everybody invovle and all...aiyo...can be quite sacry sometimes.....but i will get over it...pray for me if u are reading this ya...gtg....enjoy urself ya....life short....haha....

2004-03-14T23:42:00.000+08:00

well well...jus had a long tok wit my dad and my three siblings yeah...boy it was long....i learned something new today though...and i would like to share it wit the whoever bothers to read this...sometimes or infact most of the time we do not get wat we really want...and we always blame others or ourself that we sun get the thing we want....i have always wanted some things or somebody in my life...u go figure out wat that is but anyway thats not so important....i have jus learned today that somethings are jus not meant to bo together or things are jus not suppose to go ur way... it is hard really for me to actually type wat i feel cause i dun wanna feel that way....but i jus really dunnoe wat i am suppose to do.... i haven been able to do stuff properly and all because i have been thinking about it... and it may be hard not to have it and give up like that...but i have always believe that sometimes i lose...sometimes i win...and its jus this time that i lose... and this for me is proberbly goin to be one of the memories that will stay wit me for the rest of my life...its goin to take time though...but i hope that it wouldnt take too long get out of my life...and i also learned that...if u wanna do something jus do it...dun let anybody or anything be an obstacle for u... cause at the end of the day...it is u who is goin to live ur life not them or it...like me...i hate studying....but i love to make ppl happy...thats y i always try my best to make ppl laugh and all...i love entertainment...and i really want to bring it to others...on the other hand i find that it is not really goin to bring me far in future... but then again if i dun like wat i am doin that wat is the point of doin it... it would jus be another day that i will not look forward to...so i have decided that even if i dun do so well in my acadamics...at least i noe wat i want to do....i have been prayin for the pass few years for thing to work out my way... but recently...god hit me...he gave me a slap on my face...i really am not suppose to have it...all i can do is pray and hope that that thing will find somebody better...as i am saying this...i am thinking a lot and everything is goin through my mind....and if god noes that i will like it...then y on earth di he let me see it... sometimes i jus really dunno wat he is thinking and i dun think that i am suppose to noe...so i wish it all the best....and i will still keep prayin that that day will come.... to everybody out there....winners never quit and quiter never wins....take care everybody....

2004-03-14T11:55:00.000+08:00

hey...brand new day...david jus left for thailand today...hope he remembers to buy some stuff for us...hahaha....well have been a naughty boy lately...drinking and all...aiyo.... yesterday i had a family gathering and for wat? for fun...now a days ppl too free...haha...but had fun.. lots of fun...slept like at 330 and left for church at like 830...man feeling damn tired now.... but anyway i can feel the holiday mood now.... much better then it was in dec last year...boy that was horrible...haha but at least no need to wake up so early....have been sleeping for like 3 hrs everyday since thursday...so looks like i am goin to take a nap now... so take care ppl and dave if u never buy anything... dun come back ya....hahah... and one more thing...run away jury is a nice show... if u are thinking bout a movie...thats quite a good choice...alrite then wish every body a happy day...boom boom yeah....

2004-03-13T15:54:00.000+08:00

o...well its another day out again...not been studying so far...aiyo..hopefully i can get nine points for my mid year ya...haha...dreaming la...anyway jus finished playing pool and all...goin for mass later and then to a party at my grandma's place...man...feeling damn tired now...cannot think of much to say or do...but jus wanna say that i dun really like ppl who do not reply messages...i wont mention names ya...rite pauline...haha...no la jus kidding yeah....next time when u all tag my board...pls ppl...this is a happy board...leace all ur unhappy thoughts to urself yeah....i am a happy go lucky guy...and have already lived for 15years...so wat is the point of getting angry.... u will only hurt urself yeah...there is nothing too bad in life...take it easy and jus as long as u dun do anything against the law u are doin great...dun worry about ur grades if u dun do well...it has to happen sooner or later...its not the end of the world so relax and enjoy urself...and always remember that a smile a day keeps the doc away...boom boom yeah....

2004-03-13T00:32:00.000+08:00

well its quite hard already coming in for the first time by myself yeah...forgot my username and all..aiyo...but anyway had a great day...sports day and all...my team's 4 by 100m broke the record...well jus would like to congratulate randall yeah...well done man...feels great dosen't it...haha...had that feeling also before.... well well keep laughing yeah...cause its healthy... hopefully i can keep u guys laughing wit all my lame jokes...dunno y u all laugh at them also...aiyo... k k then...dave dun forget to buy us somethings from wherever u are goin yeah.... alrite take care ya..a smile a day keeps the doc away...boom boom yeah!!!!!

2004-03-12T16:12:00.000+08:00

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